Wednesday, August 24, 2005


Well, Mom has decided not to do the chemo, she said she is just gonna trust God. I think her decision came when a new friend of ours called to tell us her husband is in ICU from chemotherapy. He is a much older man, and the cancer has spread to his brain, skeletal system and more. We are in major prayer for him.
Mom has had a lot of bad days, screaming out in pain and such, from taking lymph cleanse and a whole bunch of other stuff, I told her to give herself a few days of rest from that stuff, but she is still taking the other stuff (Essiac tea, curry and some other stuff). She feels better now off the Lymph Cleanse, but I believe that may have been helping get the cancer out of her lymph nodes. Yesterday morning, she looked as if she was ready to give up, she even mentioned that she felt like she was dying, but then she started to feel better, and her whole continence changed. Mom even moved around some furniture in her bedroom�now that is a big change.
I pray so much during the day. I am going to go and buy some pretty yarn, and knit mom a prayer shawl (a shawl that is prayed over while it is knitted); she is cold all the time.
I suffer from depression, and it has only gotten worse lately, so I am thinking about getting on medication for it, I was on it in the past, and felt like a new person, but certain family members made me feel bad about it, so I got off the medications. I feel like our whole family is under attack. But we will not let the enemy win. Posted by Picasa

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